Sleeping Habits

I'm wondering how I can better this uni life from A to Z? I'm starting to sleep all day long (thanks to meds!!) and I like the feeling of actually sleeping and not be disturb of the other side..

I know that this post makes no sense at all but hey, it's my blog.

So anyway, I usually don't sleep. I know you see me sleeping all the time but actually I'm not or at least not my brain. This is why I feel tired all the time, even though my body is lifeless and my eyes are shut but my brain is still buzzing. I usually enjoy falling ill because the meds makes me sleep. My mind (and body) both go to sleep but now that I'm actually immune of certain meds I can't actually enjoy it anymore.

Doctors tell me it's dangerous to take sleeping pills (which I did use at one period of time) especially at a young age (do you count 20 as young to take sleeping pills? Because apparently they do) but I keep telling them that I can't sleep which is actually contradicting to what my parents say (they think i sleep too much).

Somehow in an odd way I sleep better during the day maybe because my mind has been traveling too far at night. The things I see in my half sleep is actually creepy. Movement and colours move to fast to catch and it's dizzying blur is made much worst when waking up. People aren't people and lifeless objects move.

It sounds like a bad nightmare but it's actually not (well at least for me.) Sleep is a gift people misuse but I crave for it.

I so want to sleep...